Summer should be coming to an end soon. And oh how I love autumn. The leaves, the crisp air, the food, the smells, and the temperature dropping. I'm going to love spending this time with him. The ability to be warmed up by him and the tenderness from him.
I know I'm going to have doctor appointments and such but there is so much I want to do with him during this time of year. Apple picking is high on my list. And making everything under the sun with the apples: applesauce, apple cider, apple jack (maybe), apple cake, apple jam, apple butter, apple pie, caramel apple, and roasted apple. Make Harry Potter food and read the books. Make pumpkin pie. Cut jack-o-lanterns of all kinds. Drink hot chocolate and play Magic. Find a swing set and swing until it hurts. Take a day trip into the mountains to watch the leaves change colors. Celebrate All Saints Day with him. Celebrate Halloween: watch scary movies, go pumpkin picking with him, carve our pumpkin together, take a hay ride together, go to a haunted house, make scary treats together, go to a costume party and go trick or treating or at least dress up to give the candy out. Play flag football with him. Slow dance while the wind is blowing leaves around. Enjoy a fire outside and finally let him have a smore. Attempt to teach him fencing. Make homemade soup and chili with him. Roast pumpkin seeds. Make homemade doughnuts. Read the ghost stories of Alabama (maybe go to a few?). Enjoy a funnel cake. Go bike riding. Fly a kite. Go to the teaching things at Tannehill. Go on a picnic. Pig out on candy.
Basically fun but romantic things.
Sunday
Felt Bright
I looked up to the sky and saw the most brightest star
And I thought of you and said I know where you are
So close, but yet so far away
I miss you is what I really wanted to say
I really, really love you
This love of mine that's waitin' for you is so ever true
So I wish on a star that's so ever bright
For that big day so I can hold u so tight
All night with all of my might
I will never let you out of my sight
And I thought of you and said I know where you are
So close, but yet so far away
I miss you is what I really wanted to say
I really, really love you
This love of mine that's waitin' for you is so ever true
So I wish on a star that's so ever bright
For that big day so I can hold u so tight
All night with all of my might
I will never let you out of my sight
Friday
In Your Arms
There was a moment that I dont know how to explain. There is so much time I wanted to gain. In every thought you are there. I wish to be in your arms together without a care. Your soft lips against mine. I set here and dream about you, it makes my heart shine. One day we can be together and our love will flow like a stream. Only for now I can dream. I am so sorry for now we have to wait. It wont be long, we will be together; it is fate.
---- My favorite that I've wrote in a while. :)
Could I Be Your Song?
If you were a song,
Could I be the lyric?
And if you were my music,
No sorrow in my heart
That I can’t heal;
So let me sing along,
Together we'll make a good melody,
Or we could be,
Phrase and rhyme,
Together we'll make a good poetry.
How beautiful world would become,
If together is beyond just a daydream.
Neglecting my sanity,
Killing my dignity.
Integrity? Forgotten!
Now all I can think about is:
Gaining your affection.
Often,
Frightened by your silence.
Yet astonished by its absence.
Oh my affection is
Utilizing my imperfection.
Could I be the lyric?
And if you were my music,
No sorrow in my heart
That I can’t heal;
So let me sing along,
Together we'll make a good melody,
Or we could be,
Phrase and rhyme,
Together we'll make a good poetry.
How beautiful world would become,
If together is beyond just a daydream.
Neglecting my sanity,
Killing my dignity.
Integrity? Forgotten!
Now all I can think about is:
Gaining your affection.
Often,
Frightened by your silence.
Yet astonished by its absence.
Oh my affection is
Utilizing my imperfection.
The Promise (with new meaning)
That tender gaze,
That lovely smile,
Make yourself intriguing, sweet guy.
Your eyes which shine like a bright star,
Just hearing your voice makes me fall in love
With you more and more.
What I'm willing to do to keep a smile in you face.
Remember I love you just the way you are.
Way
Feelings unspoken
Deep within my heart
Waiting to reveal
Their hidden secrets
Time will bring solace
To the pain which keeps it sealed
Or the love that hides within
Will find its way
Deep within my heart
Waiting to reveal
Their hidden secrets
Time will bring solace
To the pain which keeps it sealed
Or the love that hides within
Will find its way
Thursday
Terrible Two's
Two Names You Go By
1. Erica
2. Erky
Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. French
2. Italian
Two things that scare you
1. Losing my kids or something happening to you
2. Spider
Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. showering.
2. sleeping.
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. Cuddleduds
2. Cami
Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists
1. Katy Perry
2. Keith Urban
Two Physical Things that Appeal to You
1. smile.
2. arms.
Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. Exercising
2. Cooking
Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. Picnic with Matthew
2. A hottub
Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. Disney World
2. Jamaica
Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. Boudior pictures!
2. Make my kids laugh a lot
Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. Bikinis
2. Halloween
Two Stores You Shop At
1. Bebe
2. Victoria Secret
Two people you haven't talked to in a while
1. Aurora :(
2. Vane... but I will Friday
Two favorite web sites
1. Facebook
2. Xanga
Two Favorite Sports
1. Pole dancing
2. Running
Two things you did last night
1. Talked to Matthew
2. Make a casserole
Two shows you like to watch
1. Friends
2. NCIS LA
Two places you like to go to:
1. Paris
2. Orlanda
Two Favorite People
1. Um.... Edward and Bella
2. Mack.... and Matthew
Two Favorite Subjects In School
1. anatomy.
2. psychology.
Two Favorite Places to eat
1. Olive Garden
2. panera.
Two People that live in your house
1. Ridge
2. Georgette
Two things you like about yourself (physical)
1. my eyes.
2. My stomach
Two things you ate today
1. cheesecake.
2. Sandwich
Two people you last talked to
1. Matthew
2. Georgette
Two Things You're doing tomorrow
1. Grocery shopping
2. Running 4 miles
Wednesday
Sweet Thing
Do you know anyone who is a DJ?
Yep my boyfriend's brother Timmy
Are any of your siblings married?
Not now... Lol We all get divorced
What was the last movie you watched?
The Roommate
Do you have a girlfriend?
nope, i have a boyyyfriend.
What's your relationship with the last person you texted?
datinggg.
Have you ever taken a picture of yourself kissing someone?
I plan to babyyyy
Have you ever been pregnant?
Yep I have two beautiful children!!!!
Have you seen anyone topless today?
Lol yeah
Are you the youngest of your siblings?
Nope second to be the oldest
Who was the last person you thought about kissing?
my boooy.
Who wears the pants in your relationship?
he does, definitely. got that marine swaag. ;)
Have you ever washed your hair in a sink?
yeeeah.
Would you date someone who smokes weed?
No.
Are girls confusing?
some?
Have you ever slapped someone?
yeee.
Does sex mean love?
not necessarily.
Could you date someone taller then you?
obvviii.
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
appaaaarently so.
Do you like cuddling?
loooooove.
What are your bedroom colors?
Black, gray and blues.
Has anyone ever drunk called/texted you?
of course. love those drunk kiiids<3.
How long is your longest relationship?
Hell if I know
Do you currently have a hickey?
Lol no
Do you get bored of your girlfriend/boyfriend easily?
Omg no. If the convo dies he finds some weird bullshit and we talk for hours about it.
How tall are you?
5'7 and half.
What was the last thing someone said to you in person?
"I can't believe you bought those" I got three new pairs of cowboy boots. Oh yeahhhhh
Have you filed harassment charges against someone?
Lol yeah but I dropped them.
Do you like rap music?
somee.
What's your opinion on the legalization of marijuana?
don't reallly care.
Yep my boyfriend's brother Timmy
Are any of your siblings married?
Not now... Lol We all get divorced
What was the last movie you watched?
The Roommate
Do you have a girlfriend?
nope, i have a boyyyfriend.
What's your relationship with the last person you texted?
datinggg.
Have you ever taken a picture of yourself kissing someone?
I plan to babyyyy
Have you ever been pregnant?
Yep I have two beautiful children!!!!
Have you seen anyone topless today?
Lol yeah
Are you the youngest of your siblings?
Nope second to be the oldest
Who was the last person you thought about kissing?
my boooy.
Who wears the pants in your relationship?
he does, definitely. got that marine swaag. ;)
Have you ever washed your hair in a sink?
yeeeah.
Would you date someone who smokes weed?
No.
Are girls confusing?
some?
Have you ever slapped someone?
yeee.
Does sex mean love?
not necessarily.
Could you date someone taller then you?
obvviii.
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
appaaaarently so.
Do you like cuddling?
loooooove.
What are your bedroom colors?
Black, gray and blues.
Has anyone ever drunk called/texted you?
of course. love those drunk kiiids<3.
How long is your longest relationship?
Hell if I know
Do you currently have a hickey?
Lol no
Do you get bored of your girlfriend/boyfriend easily?
Omg no. If the convo dies he finds some weird bullshit and we talk for hours about it.
How tall are you?
5'7 and half.
What was the last thing someone said to you in person?
"I can't believe you bought those" I got three new pairs of cowboy boots. Oh yeahhhhh
Have you filed harassment charges against someone?
Lol yeah but I dropped them.
Do you like rap music?
somee.
What's your opinion on the legalization of marijuana?
don't reallly care.
Do you like stuffed crust pizza?
Omg yes
What does your dads hair look like?
My dad had really long hair Um think Travis Tritt....sadly
Do you hate it when people correct you're spelling/grammar?
i really don't care. no one ever does that to me. i'm pretty good with that stuff, just not on here.
Are you a negative nancy?
Sometimes
Can you control your eating habits?
I have to
When's your moms birthday?
Her birthday was September 26th
How about your birthday?
July 19th
Do you believe in astrology?
No but I love to read the crap, from constellations to tea leaves
When you were younger did you ever put on plays for your family?
noooo lol.
What do you do for a living?
Bar owner/student :)
Wild night out or quiet evening in?
depends on my mood.
Do you study for tests?
Lol I might would now but back then nooooo
How many proms have you been to?
1
If you have a significant other, was he/she a virgin before you were with them?
Oh Lord no
What are you listening to?
What are you listening to?
Pandora; Who Wouldn't To Be Station
You're My Better Half - Keith Urban :)
Do you like the smell of autumn?
Mmmm smoke, leaves, and chili
Do you have a pool?
Lol at the moment we have a plastic and inflatable one.
At what age do you want to move out? If you already have, what age did you move out?
I was 18
What are you drinking?
Um lemon water
What did you have for lunch?
I believe I had a sandwich and celery
Who were you last on the phone with and how long?
Grandmama for an hour.
If you plan on having kids, how would you dress them as a toddler?
Lol I dress them modestly and classy
How do you remember important upcoming events?
Phone or iPad now
What is your favorite ride at Six Flags?
Do you like the smell of autumn?
Mmmm smoke, leaves, and chili
Do you have a pool?
Lol at the moment we have a plastic and inflatable one.
At what age do you want to move out? If you already have, what age did you move out?
I was 18
What are you drinking?
Um lemon water
What did you have for lunch?
I believe I had a sandwich and celery
Who were you last on the phone with and how long?
Grandmama for an hour.
If you plan on having kids, how would you dress them as a toddler?
Lol I dress them modestly and classy
How do you remember important upcoming events?
Phone or iPad now
What is your favorite ride at Six Flags?
Superman in Cali :)
Hoping to change that this July in New Jersey
Have you ever peed somewhere other than a toilet? If so, where?
Um lol wow I don't think I want to answer that.
Who usually gets the mail at your house?
Me, Ridge, and Violette
How good is your throw?
Really good
What is your favorite flavor of Wrigley's gum?
Big Red or Winter Blast
Have you ever peed somewhere other than a toilet? If so, where?
Um lol wow I don't think I want to answer that.
Who usually gets the mail at your house?
Me, Ridge, and Violette
How good is your throw?
Really good
What is your favorite flavor of Wrigley's gum?
Big Red or Winter Blast
Lyric Survey and enjoying talking to Matthew
Lyrics Survey
Created by andreasue09 on Bzoink
Put your ipod on shuffle to fill in the questions
Song #1
Title: Beautiful World
Artist: Jim Brickman
What is the first lyric in this song?
Strawberry lips shining in the summer sun
What is your opinion of the entire song was based on that one lyric?
Lol it would be interesint
What lyrics remind you of a situation you've been in?
"La la la its a beautiful world"
What lyrics from this song best describe how you feel about yourself?
"Your winter skin warming in the summer sun"
Song #2
Title: The Kiss
Artist: Karmina
Which lyric do you think is the most meaningful?
"Then you kissed me and suddenly I don't care anymore." <3
Is that lyric significant to you in any way?
Yes very much so.
Do you know all the words to this song?
Oh yeah I've sang it many time
Would this song be good in a fight scene in movie?
No
Song #3
Title: She's My Kind of Rain
Artist: Tim McGraw
How did you find out about this song?
Um don't remember, CMT maybe?
What lyric in this song do you relate to the most or find to be the truest?
"Together in this brief eternity summer days, winter snows"
What lyrics from this song best describe how you feel about your life?
"I confess all my crimes."
What kind of mood does this song put you in?
Lovely
Song #4
Title: I'll Be There For You
Artist: The Remembrants
What is your favorite lyric in this song?
"I'll be there for you, cuz you're there for me too"
What does that lyric remind you of?
iThe show Friends and dancing with the Angels!
If this song title was a movie title, what would the movie be about?
Lmao about Friends Defiantly!
If someone you like sang the chorus to you would it be romantic?
Possibly
Song #5
Title: Raining on Sunday
Artist: Keith Urban
What movie soundtrack would this song be perfect for?
Romance
Which lyric do you think is the most meaningful?
"Your love is like religion in Mexico."
What is the third line?
"Who said life was easy the job is never through"
Can you relate to that line?
YES! God yes
Song #6
Title: What I Go To School For
Artist: Bust
What is your favorite lyric in this song?
"Girlfriends I’ve had plenty
None like Miss Mackenzie."
Why is that your favorite?
Because its hilarious!
What is the funniest lyric?
She’s packed her bag it's in the trunk
Looks like she’s picked herself a hunk
We drive past school to say goodbye
My friends they can’t believe their eyes…
What lyric in this song do you relate to the most or find to be the truest?
That’s what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
I had a serious crush on a teacher once...
Song #7
Title: The River
Artist: Chely Wright
Does this song bring up any memories?
High school memories and books I've read.
What kind of mood does this song put you in?
Sentimental
When do you tend to listen to this song the most?
like never.
What lyrics from this song best describe how you feel about yourself?
How can such a peaceful place be filled with so much pain
Song #8
Title: summertime.
Artist: kenny chesney.
Can you relate to the chorus of the song?
Lol about somebody yes!
If this song title was a movie title, what would the movie be about?
Sex.... Lmao
What's the 7th line?
"Your skin like porcelain "
Does that lyric remind you of a situation you've been in?
Swim in a deep sea of blankets
Song #9
Title: Text
Artist: Jason Derulo
Does this song bring up any memories?
Yeah
What is the 6th line and can you relate to it?
"lately its your favorite song"
Yes Matt's message ringtone is my fav song
What is your favorite lyric in this song?
this whole verse:
"ya'll might do phone sex but we get it in when she hit me on the text"
Why is that one your favorite?
No really anymore
Song #10
Title: Angel.
Artist: Akon
What is the chorus?
Ooooh Way above in the clouds in the sky singin'
Does it make you think of a certain someone?
Not really except me and Ridge rocking the catwalk to it.
What lyric in this song do you relate to the most or find to be the truest?
None really
What's your favorite lyric?
Singing my song from dust to dawn!
Created by andreasue09 on Bzoink
Put your ipod on shuffle to fill in the questions
Song #1
Title: Beautiful World
Artist: Jim Brickman
What is the first lyric in this song?
Strawberry lips shining in the summer sun
What is your opinion of the entire song was based on that one lyric?
Lol it would be interesint
What lyrics remind you of a situation you've been in?
"La la la its a beautiful world"
What lyrics from this song best describe how you feel about yourself?
"Your winter skin warming in the summer sun"
Song #2
Title: The Kiss
Artist: Karmina
Which lyric do you think is the most meaningful?
"Then you kissed me and suddenly I don't care anymore." <3
Is that lyric significant to you in any way?
Yes very much so.
Do you know all the words to this song?
Oh yeah I've sang it many time
Would this song be good in a fight scene in movie?
No
Song #3
Title: She's My Kind of Rain
Artist: Tim McGraw
How did you find out about this song?
Um don't remember, CMT maybe?
What lyric in this song do you relate to the most or find to be the truest?
"Together in this brief eternity summer days, winter snows"
What lyrics from this song best describe how you feel about your life?
"I confess all my crimes."
What kind of mood does this song put you in?
Lovely
Song #4
Title: I'll Be There For You
Artist: The Remembrants
What is your favorite lyric in this song?
"I'll be there for you, cuz you're there for me too"
What does that lyric remind you of?
iThe show Friends and dancing with the Angels!
If this song title was a movie title, what would the movie be about?
Lmao about Friends Defiantly!
If someone you like sang the chorus to you would it be romantic?
Possibly
Song #5
Title: Raining on Sunday
Artist: Keith Urban
What movie soundtrack would this song be perfect for?
Romance
Which lyric do you think is the most meaningful?
"Your love is like religion in Mexico."
What is the third line?
"Who said life was easy the job is never through"
Can you relate to that line?
YES! God yes
Song #6
Title: What I Go To School For
Artist: Bust
What is your favorite lyric in this song?
"Girlfriends I’ve had plenty
None like Miss Mackenzie."
Why is that your favorite?
Because its hilarious!
What is the funniest lyric?
She’s packed her bag it's in the trunk
Looks like she’s picked herself a hunk
We drive past school to say goodbye
My friends they can’t believe their eyes…
What lyric in this song do you relate to the most or find to be the truest?
That’s what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
I had a serious crush on a teacher once...
Song #7
Title: The River
Artist: Chely Wright
Does this song bring up any memories?
High school memories and books I've read.
What kind of mood does this song put you in?
Sentimental
When do you tend to listen to this song the most?
like never.
What lyrics from this song best describe how you feel about yourself?
How can such a peaceful place be filled with so much pain
Song #8
Title: summertime.
Artist: kenny chesney.
Can you relate to the chorus of the song?
Lol about somebody yes!
If this song title was a movie title, what would the movie be about?
Sex.... Lmao
What's the 7th line?
"Your skin like porcelain "
Does that lyric remind you of a situation you've been in?
Swim in a deep sea of blankets
Song #9
Title: Text
Artist: Jason Derulo
Does this song bring up any memories?
Yeah
What is the 6th line and can you relate to it?
"lately its your favorite song"
Yes Matt's message ringtone is my fav song
What is your favorite lyric in this song?
this whole verse:
"ya'll might do phone sex but we get it in when she hit me on the text"
Why is that one your favorite?
No really anymore
Song #10
Title: Angel.
Artist: Akon
What is the chorus?
Ooooh Way above in the clouds in the sky singin'
Does it make you think of a certain someone?
Not really except me and Ridge rocking the catwalk to it.
What lyric in this song do you relate to the most or find to be the truest?
None really
What's your favorite lyric?
Singing my song from dust to dawn!
Tuesday
Loves my kids
You're gonna be asked unique questions, you ready?
Oh yeah, I bet you are.
Where is the person who has your heart?
He is at his friends house,
What is the wallpaper on your phone?
Icon shelf for home screen, Matt lock screen
What do you want for your birthday?
Idk I have everything
Congratulations, you just had a baby girl! What's her name?
Next one Aubee
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Lmao um couple of weeks ago
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Oh yeah
Are you mad at anyone right now?
I was mad at somebody but I got over it.
Where did you get the shirt your wearing?
It's a present from my brother
Are you happy?
Yes.
Do you miss anyone?
Um Genevieve sometimes now since she volunteers a lot.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
I have no idea.
Is anything bothering you?
Yes.
What are you craving at the moment?
McAlister's, I'm ordering.
Have a best friend?
Yes.
Are you in a good mood right now?
Yes
What are you doing?
This and helping Georgette order a tanning bed.
Do you think that you have made a difference in someones life?
Probably.
When was the last time you changed in front of someone?
Earlier today.
Are you afraid to answer sexual questions?
No.
Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Jeans
Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?
I bought it myself
What's your recent drama?
I don't like drama.
Do you like the dentist?
Actually, yeah.
Is anyone protective over you?
Kind of.
Do you correct people when they make spelling mistakes on the internet?
No
Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
Nope.
Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?
Yes.
Are you waiting for anything?
The weekend.
Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?
Yes.
Do you hate anyone?
Yup.
Are you going out of town soon?
Yep
Do you read magazines, or just look at the pictures?
I do both.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
unfortunately
Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
Genevieve.
Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
Yes.
Where is your dad?
Burning.
Have you ever been called beautiful?
Yeah.
Last time you laughed?
This morning
Is it possible to be single and happy?
Yes, it is.
Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
Who knows...
Do you think you'll have the same best friends a year from now?
Yes
p
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so..
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