Rust, and salt - New beginning

1. Would you rather have a partner who's jealous or one who's not. Why or why not?:
Well, after the last guy I had I want someone who can be jealous at the right times not just because some guy says hi to me. 

2. Have you ever experienced having one partner who's jealous and one who's not? Which did you like more? Why?:
Omg yes I personally liked the one that said he wasn't jealous but he still cared. I found it very ironic that the guy that was jealous only cared about himself. 
3. Are you more quick to deny or admit the truth? Why?:
Deny, although I am getting better at admitting the truth

4. What are some things that have caused your self confidence to go down?:
Tommy, my Crohn's, and my age

5. Have you ever seen a psychiatrist? Did you find it affective? If not, would you ever see want to see one?:
Yes
6. Think of a very egotistical person. How does their pride effect your relationship with them?:
God yes
7. Have you ever been in a relationship where the person blamed every fight and wrong doing on you? How did you handle it?:
Not really.

8. When did you last feel 100% happy? What made you that way?:
When Sex on the Beach came back into my life. He doesn't talk about himself and I was just amazed. 
9. What is something that you worry about often but never discuss it with others?:
Lots of things

10. Think of the last time you felt offended. What happened to make you feel that way? How did you react?:
Constance felt the need to tell me that if I have a kid in three years that I'll be 60 when they are just 30. 
11. Which emotion do you find most difficult to control?:
Lately it has been emptiness but I'm getting built back up. 

12. When you're really angry, how long do you stay angry for?:
It honestly depends on why I'm angry. 

13. What personality trait do you need to work on most? How does it effect your relationships?:
I need to be more open to things because I feel like I'm shutting the door on too many things that I need to try.

14. What do you think causes a person to crave attention? Have you ever felt this way?:
When they don't get the attention they feel they deserve and prolly.

15. How do you react when someone takes all their emotions out on you.. when you know they're going through a very rough time?:
Its just emotional throw up like Sex on the Beach says
16. What is something about yourself that you (secretly) like to brag about?:
How I can twist my body
17. Honestly, if you're having a bad day do you usually try to make it better or sulk for the rest of the day?:
I attempt to make it better but sometimes I like to sulk

18. Would you rather be hurt by someone you know accidentally or on purpose by a stranger? Why?:
A stranger because I don't know them
19. How do you tend to express your anger?:
I become a bitch, plain and simple.

20. When something goes wrong why is it so much easier to blame someone else other than yourself?
Because nobody like to admit they are wrong